Exam

I've finally finished the paper I fear the most. I thought I'm going to write very well, but i panicked cause I was waiting for the paper for 30minutes in the exam hall. And not preparing an introduction made me stare at the white paper for at least 2minutes before I could drop my 1st word. I would say that I can write much better. I would also say that my writing stamina is not as good already, maybe cause it's the 1st paper. I got not enough time to write, and my thoughts didn't gather together. They came in scrambled. And of course, like every year, i'll forget some essential stuff. Lucky thing I didn't break down although I'm really very very nervous looking at people busy looking at their paper doing some last minute reading. I didn't really look at that pile of paper I brought (it was just to boost my confidence a little) and I'm happy that Diana refresh with me. It was a much better thing to do than staring at those people. However it is I'm sure I'll PASS. =D I did pray. Jolene prayed for me too. TQ!

N then, here comes the paper I'll be doing alone. I don't literally mean alone. They'll be so many students from ym college alone to do that paper in that exam hall with me. What I mean was I don't have my close friends doing this paper with me. So the chances of me nervous is very high. Due to past experience, I've always try my very best not to be anxious, to avoid breaking down and blank out. And because of that, my friend actually offered to sleep over just to send me to the exam hall. I rejected her offer looking at the very unreasonable-ness of it. So I told myself, I'M GOING TO WALK INTO THE EXAM HALL with FULL BOOST of CONFIDENCE and OWN THE PAPER. I'll SCORE!

But now...studying is another thing. I'm so used to studying with someone talking to me. Fortunately, I have plenty of people talking to me about Jurisprudence. That's just my better way of absorbing. I know I'm selfish but that's my way of studying. Thanks Jolene and Amy, as well as Vera and Timothy who have done that throughout my LLB. There are more people who've helped me. Many people played their part in my degree besides my lecturer. My maid, mum and dad, also my brother (although teasing me)have been very supportive in all ways. I'll leave this speech till I blog about my graduation on Nov/Dec this year. I can't wait.
I need to find a recorder and do my own reading I guess. That's the only way I can think of now.